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It is hard to imagine a God being nailed to a cross by
His own creatures. It is even more difficult for my mind to understand a
love that permitted such a thing to happen! As those men drove heavy
nails into Your hands and feet, dear Jesus, did You offer the pain as
reparation for some particular human weakness and sin? Was the nail in
Your right hand for those who spend their lives in dissipation and
boredom?
Was the nail in Your left hand in reparation for all consecrated souls
who live lukewarm lives? Were You stretching out Your arms to show us
how much You love us? As the feet that walked the hot, dusty roads were
nailed fast, did they cramp up in a deadly grip of pain to make
reparation for all those who so nimbly run the broad road of sin and
self-indulgence?
It seems, dear Jesus, Your love has held You bound
hand and foot as Your heart pleads for a return of love. You seem to
shout from the top of the hill "I love you - come to me - see, I am held
fast - I cannot hurt you - only you can hurt Me." How very hard is the
heart that can see such love and turn away. Is it not true I too have
turned away when I did not accept the Father's Will with love? Teach me
to keep my arms ever open to love, to forgive and to render service -
willing to be hurt rather than hurt, satisfied to love and not be loved
in return.
Amen |